Oh gosh. First set of real homework and I'm already bloody ass of a hell frustrated. Does anyone remember two years ago when we started learning something as simple as... Simultaneous equations? And we(most of us) sucked horribly at it and took like one hour to do three questions. Three questions that today, would take less time than it does for most people to check their email. And not to mention that after one hour of struggling with those things(which is really unbelievable, now that I think of it), we still get them wrong? Like our first A. Math test. I actually failed that one. My working took up maybe one page for each question. Which, is also extremely unbelievable.

That's exactly how I feel right now. I've just spent an accumulative three and a half hours working on a single tutorial sheet. And I'm not done yet. I can tell that partial fractions is supposed to be some basic skill that we'll probably be using as often this year as we did simultaneous equations previously. Knowing that I eventually got simultaneous equations down anyway, I shouldn't be worried. But I am. We don't have A. Low to scribble all over our papers anymore. Agh. What the hell am I supposed to do.

And then there's that issue with how other people are doing. I really feel horrible at maths now. I haven't found out how anyone else is doing yet, but the feeling sucks. I've always found that if I sucked at something in the beginning, I wouldn't be able to handle it for a very long time. Unless I'm just expecting too much of myself right now.

Sucking at stuff... Sucks.

Quick, everyone quote that.

Yeah, sorry about having so many me-centric posts lately. I just haven't been able to sit down and think about anything deep yet. And we've also forgotten that existence of Shaun. I mean, I'm not even sure if he still looks at his own blog. For one, we've still got carols playing up there.

Whee random picture.


-Joe